Thursday, May 31, 2007

nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
coming tmrw?
{ECSTASY} BORED! D: says:
nope
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHY
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHY
{ECSTASY} BORED! D: says:
got competition going on babbeh
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHY
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
ehhhhhhhh
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
pang sei me
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
):
{ECSTASY} BORED! D: says:
hhaha
{ECSTASY} BORED! D: says:
go scold my teacher la zz
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
eeeeeeeeediot teacher
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
):
{ECSTASY} BORED! D: says:
mf bitch!
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
damn
{ECSTASY} BORED! D: says:
youve gt yr darling veronica to accompany you wa
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
ytd, veronica & i were walking to tpy hub, then we saw people sleeping on the benches & we were like, 'IF Dels were here, she'd probably scream & the mofos'll wake up'
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
YOU SEE, WE MISSED YOU
{ECSTASY} BORED! D: says:
LOL!
{ECSTASY} BORED! D: says:
haha are you serious?
nicstar* LIAR LIAR says:
YUHHHH

Everybody loves me yeah? :D

Oh no. Competition tomorrow. HOW?

{I'd give you everything that I am
I'm handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we're gonna do it come and do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your lovin for me
We can't escape the love
With everything that you have}

Smother Me

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Called Javier today & we decided to hang out since we were so bored! D:
Both of us headed out to Bugis with ma sistaaa. We ate at Yoshi talked about a whole buncha nonsense. Then we walked around Bugis St to pass time. Around 4 ma sista left to meet her buncha friends. So Javier & I headed to Esplanade to slack, we chit-chat, took pictures and all till 6. Javier was great entertainment man! LOL!









Javier! :D


HAHA. What the?



Then I met Abby & Gabriel at Dhoby Ghaut! :D
Headed to the Grand Cathay to ka jiao Justina & Fionn at Billy Bombers. Haha. They look super cute in their uniform!! (: After which, 3 of us headed upstairs to slack for awhile. Then, Gabriel left. Said bye & all. Then, Abby & I were hungry so we ate at Billy Bombers, the waiter there was really funny, his facial expressions were $@!()$(@!*$!( HIS NAME IS RAJU! LOL! Bali fella.

Met Reshmi at PS, she scared the hell outta me. I SWEAR! Idiot. She tapped my shoulder & I thought who the hell was that man. Seriously -_- So I calmed down... & we chatted for awhile. Hahahahha. Yeap :D

I like how this guy sleeps. Damn sexy. Spotted him on the MRT on Monday. LOL!


Days without you is so miserable. I wonder how you're handling life right now. I wonder if you've changed after our seperation, its been a week and 3 days since 21May. & hell yeah, it has been a tormenting week. Thinking back on our past, brings back a lot of heart ache which makes my heart sink deeper, wondering why am I still thinking about you? Those memories are so precious that they are etched in my memory forever. Every little sms & sweet things you said are all fresh in my mind. They will never be forgotten because you are someone very precious to me, you'll always be. Whenever I take MRT to meet my friends, it gets so hard to move around, cuz I don't know my directions very well. Back then, I knew you were just a call away, now you're never to be heard or seen. Where did it all go wrong? Who am I supposed to turn to now? You were the only person I told everything to. Now it all seems so hard to adapt to a different person. You must be thinking, go ahead & forget me your life would be better. But put yourself in my shoes, and think. How capable are you to let go of someone whom you loved so deeply for 3 years? I'm trying my best, really. Is giving me another chance so difficult? I still remember our 1st month together. & it all seem like it happened yesterday. Those are really fond memories that I will never forget. Please do not throw away the gifts I got for you from Japan, cause I went through shit to get those for you. Whatever it is, please do not throw or give anything away of mine. Take it as a gift from a friend, those are worth money. & I didn't even get a thanks for returning your shirt on Tuesday. Sigh. I'm hoping and wishing for you to come back to my side. Oh wait, am I living in self denial? I miss you so much..

Smother Me

We spent some time
together walking
Spent some time just talking
about who we were
You held my hand so
very tightly
And told me what we
could be dreaming of

There's nothing like you and I

We spent some time
together drinking
Spent some time just thinking
about days of joy
As our hearts started
beating faster
I recalled your laughter
from long ago

There's nothing like you and I

We spent some time
together crying
Spent some time just trying
to let each other go
I held your hand so
very tightly
And told you what I would be
dreaming of

There's nothing like you and I
So why do I even try?
There's nothing like you and I

Smother Me

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Oh my, school was the most boring shit ever today! ): Was late for english. Hahahahha. Luckily Ms Teo wasn't in class, if not tio scolding. LOL! !$@*$@(**!$)
So school wasn't productive for me, math wasn't good because all Fenandez did was lecture us, SS was boring so I fell asleep. & who knows? when I woke up, Ms Koh was about to finish the lesson. So ultimately, today wasn't productive at all. I have so many things on my mind, I wish that someone could just take it all away. But then again, who could?

Where would we be now baby,
If we found each other first
What would you do now darling,
If I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait
As long as you want
But where would we be now baby
I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait


Its so ridiculous our rel ended up this way. We didn't bid our goodbyes properly. I don't even know the reason for our failed rel. Do I really deserve all this ill treatment and torment? There's so much that my heart can take, & I'm not sure if I can take anymore of this. Well heading down to your house today was so heart wrenching, the weight on my heart grew heavier. The scent of you at the window brought back fond memories and heart ache. Its so fucking hard to let go of you, why is it so easy for you? There's never a day that I fail to think about you. & I can bet you're not thinking about our past. Well, I know you too well. [: No use brooding over such stuff, cause we're over and knowing you, you can't be bothered. Though my heart is aching really badly, I really hope to meet you again in the future. You're still fresh in my mind everyday. Good luck with your gfs & goodbye.

Smother Me

Sunday, May 27, 2007

FRIDAY
Founders day mass was up first, then report books were given out. & Ms Teo said I was a Bimbo. WTH! ): But she said I've become mature now. So it s'all good :D
After which, headed to Sentosa with, Justina, Abby, Belnice, Shi Ming, Nina & Sam! (: IT WAS FILLED WITH LOSTA FUN & LAUGHTER! :D I love them! <3







Saturday
Went town with Abby, Belnice, Fionn & Justina! (: First we had lunch-cum-dinner at Breeks. Damn, their food is horrible! ): Wasted my money, grrrr. Remind me not to go there again. HAHA! So Fionn & Justina were pretty happy they've got the job at Billy Bombers at The Grand Cathay. CONGRATS! I'm excited for them. [:
So after Breeks, we walked around town longer. Damn it was boring. Checked out Cine cuz there was a road show for N95. Saw the muttons, they're so FUGLY! Hahahahahah. Yeah, so headed down.. to Wheelock cause Belnice wanted to get her stationery.
Then we sat at Borders, looked at story books & slacked for awhile. Then went further down to Lido, slacked upstairs and watched trailers of various movies. After which, Abby left around 9pm cause she had dinner ): The rest of us, headed to Far East as Belnice wanted to check out some shoes! Yeah, so spent about an hour walking around, talking, looking for cheap shoes for Belnice. So Belnice left, Fionn & I sat down to chat about life, friendships & stuff. Haha. Thanks a lot Fionn(:


> Hey mia, if you're reading this. Thanks a lot, cause you taught me how to love someone ever so deeply. & don't worry, I'll get over you very soon [: so long my ex-lover. & no thanks to you, I've started smoking more than ever.

Smother Me

Thursday, May 24, 2007

We watched I not stupid 2 ( Xiao Hai Bu Ben 2?? ) during CLB today.
Hahahaha. Omg, I swear Shawn looks super cute in that movie!
Abby he's mine! Hahahaa. So a lot of people were crowding outside our class to catch a glimpse of the movie. Hell yeah, it was good :D

Math was terrible, was feeling awfully tired from the previous period, GEOG! Damn FARMER made so much about me sleeping. Fell asleep for a few mins then got woken up by Fenandez. Blardy idiot. ))))): Math was torture and Fenandez threw my paper. I hate him. ASSSSSSSS!

So after school, headed to Vivo with Abby, Veronica, Fionn, Dawn & Idayu. Had lunch at Food Republic then we bought tix for Pirates. I swear the fella who served us is damn annoying and stupid! -.-



Then we headed in for the movie at 5pm.
I saw Zacsel cause he was tearing my tickets -.- Haha fool. Well it has been eons since I've seen him. (: Saw the trailer for Transformers & Fantansic Four 2! Two really fab movies coming up. Haha YEAH!!!!!!!

& I swear I din understand a thing from Pirates of the Carribean ): I was falling asleep at the beginning cause I was too tired. Hahahaha. The show was 3 hours long & boy the cinema was full. Ha! Overall, the show is quite okay lah. Some funny scenes included. Damn I'm such a noob.

Headed to Novena by MRT with Veronica, Abby & Idayu. We were making funny actions and stuff, then the girl was laughing at us. Hahahaha. Wth? But nevermind luh. Laughter is contagious right? Well its the best medicine. LOL! Stupid girl was laughing at me ): & yeah, we laughed and talked loudly through out the whole journey. (:

Can someone please tell me why are my eyes so puny? Hahahahaha.








LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL!

Smother Me

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

School was fun today. Thanks again to my fab friends (:
They are the reason why I attend school everyday, without fail.
SOOOOO. We had CLB again, watched Homerun (Pao Ba Hai Zi)?! Hahahha.
I fell asleep during the movie, I slept for like an hour? & I DROOLED! Well, you can't blame me.. I was tired. Haha. & I swear Dawn was the best. She drooled all over the table & when I woke her up to go for recess, she got up and banged into the door. WTF? She's damn cute lah.

After recess was Geography, killer subject and teacher. Slacked for an hour while she was explaining the 1st qns for the MY exam paper. & that qns is 5 marks. She blardy took an hour to finish. What kinda nonsense? !*$()!$*!$ Abby & I were doodling, & I drew Fam's pretty outfit today with a speech bubble. Hahhaaha.
Luckily I din get caught. Oh my, I wonder what would happen if I did....
So she scolded Abby & I for not listening at the end of the lesson, then Abby told me to look at the beautiful clouds & I did. THEN she continued her nonsense about the both of us not making it for geography bla bla bla. I wonder if she actually knows her work cuz seriously no fucking people understand what she scribbled on the board. Okay. Don't get angry dels. Not worth it. -Breathe in, breathe out. Yeah man.


Last period of the day was a relief. We didn't have SS. & report books are out on Friday. Ms Koh announced to the class who has to see the VP and form teachers. Heng I don't need to see any. So I'll be getting my report book on Friday. I'm glad(:

Outing after school with Abby & Fionn was great. We joked & laughed like donkeys.
& I danced for them in VIVO! Be thankful for a friend like me okay. I make everyone happy by making myself look so ridiculous ): So I tariked 2 at Vivo, then we got bored! I wasn't able to eat my KFC, I lost my damn appetite ): So we headed to town, but we got shit bored.. So stayed till 7.30? & headed home :D



She's going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
Than he gave she’s looking for



{Save me from this misery}
I'm so tired mentally & physically.

Smother Me

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

School was miserable for me at the beginning of the day.
But I got better, somehow. With the strength of my fellow friends (:

CLB was the usual again, watched 2 movies and did my math homework! Haha.
& our lesson is called, Intensive mother tongue lessons. How intensive can that get?
Hahahaa. Stupid lao shi confiscated my hp until recess! Luckily she returned it. Blardy bitch ): GO BACK TO CHINA LAH!

After math, we had free period. & I swear Shobana made a blueblack on my hand. NOW I HAVE A UGLY LUMP ON MY BEAUTIFUL HAND! ): Theresa aka flirty terrorist also another one ah! Join in the stupid fight. Everybody wants to get slaughtered by me! Hahahahaha. I will slaughter them tmr and make them into rendang. @$*$@!)(@)$$)




Thanks ya'll for the letter(:

Smother Me

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Okay. So I slept at 6am yesterday. I'm still as tired as ever now :/
Oh shit, school is fucking back again. & not to mention, we have lessons going on.
That is damn Fup because we only had 1 week of rest from studying ):
& thanks to NicoleBen because she called and informed me that there was math assignments to be completed and to be handed up to Fenandez the next lesson.
Luckily she reminded me, if not Fenandez would have slaughtered me and made me into curry -.- So, curry anyone?
Nuff' said.


I have the urge to tarik now. :/

Smother Me

Friday, May 18, 2007

Oh my. My results are like worse than SHIT seriously. Hahhaahha ):
Oh well. Can't blame me right...... Hahaahah. Wtf so anyway!
Bascially, the whole of today we checked our exam papers. Had loads of fun & laughter. & Theresa aka Flirty Terrorist bullied me like the whole day. She kept hitting me against the doors and walls. & I swear she loves physical violence man.
I think I need to be admitted to a hospital soon. Mental hospital that is. Haha.
SO! Today was well spent with my group of lovely friends & we took loads of pictures.

Hmm. After school, headed for lunch with Abby, Justina, Fionn! (: Had fun laughs with them too. Because the fella at the counter pronounced two as " CHOO " What a spastic fella la. & I was imitating her like !#@%. Brush up on your pronounciation yo. Then when we finished our meal, Ms Au called. Oh my I really shouldn't have picked up, blardy (*!*$!)*$!)(!$
So I had no choice but to listen to her nonsense. & who knows? I'm like in for competitions on 1 June and 6,7,8 June. Either dates lah. 2 competitions are coming up. WTF. & Olivia is training for pistol. HAHAAHHA. Happy New Year Olivia!


PS: I love you.

Smother Me

Thursday, May 17, 2007

I swear I hate Theresa aka Flirty Terrorist! She pushed me to the pillar ytd. ):
And NOW I have a blueblack on my arm. Stupid !@#$%^&* In addition, today she punched me! Blardy $(!*!@^$!$*&$ When I'm near her, there's never peace. Hahahaha.
Okay results today. I failed SS, POA. Passed CLB. Fuck. What else is there left?

So after school, headed to subway with Dawn, Theresa aka Flirty Terrorist, NicoleBen & VRNC. Had meal of the day, shared with Dawn(: The cookies there are really YUMMY! <:

Met baby after that!!!! I've finally met him after 4 days. Lol. I love & miss him so much(: He's so cute!

Smother Me

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

I was so glad that he was there for me today. (:
Loves.

Smother Me

Monday, May 14, 2007

Okay. School today was really dumb. ): So boring la please.
We were supposed to have Intensive Mother Tongue lessons. But.....
CLB was entertaining. Hahaha! Lao Shi played us a MOVIE!
& that movie isn't meant for us, cuz we're underaged. BUT FK!
We were suffering, because the previous movie was CARTOON DRAGONS?!!?!
& everyone was sleeping. So I suggested a change of movie, & LAO SHI AGREED!
Oh, and her laptop is damn sexy. Hahhaaha. Vaio Vistar! ):
Yeah so the movie was meaningless in the beginning, cuz I didn't quite get it.
Then Lao Shi started explaining & I kinda got the hang of it.
After awhile the storyline seemed interesting. Hahahhaa. Yeah.

After recess, we checked our Physics MCQ. I fucking swear a lot of ppl failed.
): I know I didn't do my best in Physics. Cuz I didn't even touch the book.
I only remembered V=IR! Veronica told me to remb that formula! Hahaha!
I swear I'm so screwed for Math too. DIE!!!!!! Someone stab me. Hahaha.

After school, Theresa AKA terrorist was bullying me ok. I swear. STUPID BITCH!
Veronica is my witness. Hahhahah! She promised to blanjah me Chicken Rice tmr!
& I'll make damn sure she fullfils her promise. Or she'll die in my hands!

For all trance lovers. Tiesto & Andain.

Smother Me

Sunday, May 13, 2007

THANKS FOR TODAY LOVE(: I ENJOYED MYSELF THOROUGHLY!
:DDD

Smother Me

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

TODAY!
CLB paper was like chicken backside! HAhahahaha. I think I'm gonna fail it though.
Paper 1 was shit, cuz I wrote a few english words + broken chinese. Hahahha!
Paper 2 was much better, I finished it in 20mins and fell into deep slumber.
But SOMEBODY had to wake me up aka MS LIM! Blardy !*$(!$*!)($*)$!*!)
I couldn't even dream properly okay, I wanted my dream to be PROPER! ):
& today is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT. WHY????????????
Ohya, I forgot. The earth's dying. Hahahhahahahahahahhahahah.
I swear I was dying at the back of the class. IT WAS HOT AS HELL!!
Someone turn the temperature lower please!

Smother Me

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Smother Me

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